Yes, i'm back .

What a day . I'm really depressed now .

I'm so lost .

I really don't know what is happening to me .

I really need some reasurance from people around me .

Everything seems so fake . But thank you jiajin, i really appreciate you as a friend . though i might be nasty to you at times . i just want to you to know that i really appreciate you . & for that i really know what a true friend is .

I really want to smile so brightly like what i use to do in the past, but is it still possible ?

i want to go back to those days . where i'm still young & innocent .

I want people to know that i'm cheerful, but what am i ?

I want to remove my mask, but i don't wanna be that emo fuck kid you see on the streets everyday .

I just wanna smile & not get tired of it .

Forget it, i'm emo-ing again like wtf ?

Okay, went for CHEERLEADING WORKSHOP TODAY . i swear i'm loving it . gotta practise some handstand on my own now .

went home take a short nap & chat on msn for awhile .

met up with pris & maddh for dinner .

after that went jogging . i love it, when i'm jogging everything seem to be left behind .

gawd, jogging session will be a everyday thing for me now ! HAHA .

till then humans .

P.S. i know that your life is not as good, but i want you to know something, i love you .